Everyday enjoy simple life, day by day week by week...lonely in melbourne...nobody care abt me in here. Lonely life...study, revision in library, home, play, sleep. Time passed very fast but...l wish l have someone can care abt me in here. Before mummy came to melb l was so emo and lonely. Nobody care abt my feeling and after school was revision and back home play games and sleep. I wish l have someone can care abt me in here. I wish my bf is here with me. Long distance relationship really killing me. I cant feel that l have a bf in my real life. Since he back to sibu l cant contact with him coz he didnt open his fb till l forgt abt he is my bf now. I dunno why was l thinking like this but that is truth. I cant feel like l have a bf now. When it was cold day l wish there is a hand hold my hands to warm up my hands especially in winter time. I wish there is someone l can sms to in melb like my bf did in sibu. I cant feel that feeling. I hate long distance relationship. He didnt contact with me for a long time till l forgt abt him now. Grrrr...that's my feeling now and l dun have mood to update my blog. That things really kill me for a really long time. How can l solve this question? Who can tell me is this relationship last longer as l think as he didnt contact me and l dunno his feeling now? He still like me? He didnt tell me before he like me and how can l prove that whether he like me or not? I wish l can hear something like 'l miss u' from him to let me know that this relationship still running, not resting. Plssss...l beg u! Tell me...
