Happy happy XD

My mid term test results were out last few days. Wow! It was really W-O-W!!! My expectation for this test was just only a 'pass' for all of my subjects. I really want to thank God that the result that l got for this exam was really really W-O-W!! Even better than my primary school result. My Bio and Chem gt the highest mark in class which is 96% and 89% My pure math was 90% while my general math was 98% Isnt it really make me wow? Really really make me wow!!!! Btw, Thanks God for helping me in test. =)

Yesterday l joined bersih 3.0 at Federation Square with Shinn Shyan and Samo. I saw many ppl wear yellow shirt with bersih 3.0 on it. First time saw many malaysian support this campaign. 1250 ppl joined bersih in Melb which is the largest group in the world beside Malaysia. Kl gt 250000 ppl joined!! Over 85 place organized this campaign on the same day! There were some talk and shout bersih bersih. After all the events finish we sang Negaraku. I really forgt how to sing! == as a malaysian we should support bersih to get a clean and fair election! Ec must resign! Bersih bersih!! ><

I'm 18 years old now! I can join any activity without my guardian's permission. And now l didnt need a guardian!! My first activity that l wanna join is BLOOD DONATION! I cant believe that l have this courage to join because l hate injection! It is pain and l know it! This is my first time join blood donation. I told my mum that l wanna join it. She agreed!! Yeapie!! I know l scare but blood donation is a good activity that will help a lot of ppl. When l watch On Call 36 Hours, l saw that they need a lot of blood during the surgery but sometimes they didnt have enough blood to transfer into the injured person n he died. I wish l can help them but l dunno my blood is good to help ppl or not. Hmmm...l wish so.

Today after church l went shopping myself at DFO South Wharf. I walked from Flinders Street Station to South Wharf. My google map wasnt function! I dunno my real location n thr location of South Wharf. I just know that South Wharf is beside Yarra River so l just walk along the riverside. I know l was really crazy but finally l can find my way to there lol. I walked around for 2 hours but l bought nothing lol. Then l met up with Joyce to DFO Southern Cross. I bought a high heel from Rubi. My shoes already so so so dirty and broke. After that l went to Jay Jay at Melb Central to buy 2 pairs of trousers. I really really like it!! XD Birthday present for myself =)

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Gathering n have fun! ♥

Today l have gathering with my friends, Evan Josie Caroline Emma and Vincent! They came to my house to cookl lunch. Last night l slept at Joyce's house n went back home at 9.30am. Suddenly Josie sms me that she will be late n asked me to pick Evan and Emma at train station at 10am. Omg! It's almost the time! I quickly changed my clothes n ran to Melb Central train station. Finally l found them n pick them up to my place. Josie n Caroline reached my place at 11am. Raining all day long. Luckily we didnt go to the beach phewww...We started preparing the ingredients. I prepared steam fish for today gathering. Evan prepared Hong Shao Rou. Josie prepared broccoli while Caroline prepared salad. One person start to cook while others play poker when waiting for them to cook. So high when we were playing on that game. After 2 hours preparing, we put our dishes on floor and sat around them have our lunch. Evan's dish was too delicious! We finish his dish in 10 minutes lol. After washing all the dish it was already 3.30pm. We planned to prepare dinner too! Evan cooked the same dish n Caroline Josie and me prepared cheese mashed potato. Evan didnt have his dinner after he prepared all coz he need to back home. We were so tired after whole day cooking and playing poker. Caroline Josie and Vincent fall asleep when l was cleaning my kitchen. Vincent snore too loud till Caroline woke up after few minutes sleeping lol. They left at 8.30pm. Nice public holiday without computer and drama =)

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18th birthday♥

Finally l'm officially 18!

*Birthday morning*

2.30am- bibobibobibo...Unilodge fire alarm rang!!! I thought the sound is came from the nearby carpark. But when l listened carefully, the sound came from outside my room?! I went outside my room, some of the residents went down. Some smoke came from hostel downstairs. Hmmm...till now l still what happened. I back to my bed and continue my beauty sleep lol. I dunno what am l thinking that time lol?!?! Why am l so pro? If there was a fire then how? I m so...dunno how to say myself ==

In the morning, l went to school as usual. It seems like everything is the same, study n chat with friends during recess time. Nobody knew that today is my birthday. Ok alright, l m not sad coz l m not alone coz tonight l will celebrate with Joyce =) During recess time, we talked abt the weather on this few days. Actually tmrw we r going to have bbq at Brighton beach but the weather report state that it will going to rain. So we canceled it aww...but we planned to have a cooking gathering at my place tmrw! Each one of us cook one dish and share it. That's cool although we didnt have picnic at beach. After class Josie, Evan n I went to buy some ingredients for gathering tmrw. After that we went to my place to put all the things into my fridge n they went back home.

At night, l met Joyce at her place n went to Laksa King by train. We used google map to find the way to there. We kept going to the wrong way and tried to find the direction. Finally we reached! I ordered combination curry laksa. So delicious OMG! It almost the same taste as Sibu laksa! I love it yummyyyy!!! After dinner we went to have a walk at GPO. We tried to take picture but there r so many ppl walking around. So lan ming =X But thanks Joyce. I really enjoyed the time with u. I thought l will be very alone but l gt you. I love u Joyce!! We went to have a drink at Easy Cafe. The weather was so so so cold! My legs were freezing. We back to Joyce house at 9pm. We looked at the picture we took last few years. I'm really a nerd during 2008 n Joyce kept laughing at my nerd face XD l miss those days with all babes. We planned many birthday party n hang out together. Looking at those photos. It was really a memorable memory. We played, took picture n chit chatting...happy memory with u guys. Joyce said that she wants to go to toilet for a while. After a few minutes she brought a plate of macaron 'HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY'. She turned her computer to me. Omg omg omg!!! All babes were on9 n sang birthday song to me!! I was really surprise when l saw all of them on skype! Jacq, Carey, Bing, Evelyn, Vivian...all of them were on skype omg omg omg!! Really happy till dunno want to say what on that time T.T l m not alone this year in Melb. Although we cannot celebrate together but skype can. Skype helped me to communicate with all my babes n family. Btw l was really really shocked and surprise to see u all n love u Joyce for giving me such a great 18th birthday. Dunno how to express my feeling now. T.T love u all Babes. I wish l can see u all n give a big great hug to u all! ♥

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Hey blog!

Long time no update my bloggie! I just finish my exams this Friday. I dunno why l was so stress in this exams. This exams made my face full of pimplesss!!! Omg l need to do a lot of facial treatment after this exams lol. The whole bio test paper were almost the same as past years exams. Luckily l have studied it n know how to do but some of the question like essential and non essential amino acid, l cant remember how to answer coz l revised only one time before the test lol. My bio teacher was so lazy to do a new set of exams paper. ==

Back to life, my birthday is coming soon n l m so excited now. Yeapieee! But my birthday wish is...l wish that l wont celebrate my 18th birthday alone in Melb T.T that is my only wish in this birthday.

Today is church day. =) After l prepared myself to church, it almost 8.00am. Everytime l have to use 10 minutes to reach train station (l walk so slow ==). Elizabeth street closed n l need to use more time to reach train station lol. This time l ran to train station coz l came out late ==. Luckily it still left 3 minutes to go phewww... After church l went to Glenferrie festival with Shinn Shyan =) so many ppl at there n we saw two handsome ah mo boy playing tennis with littke kids. That two handsome boys were too handsome till we didnt want to left that place hehehe =P After that we went to Pizza Hut to have lunch. $5 for one drink n one pizza yummyyyyy!! Chatting and sharing stories with Shinn Shyan whole afternoon. I enjoy the time with her coz l have found a friend that can share secret and stress to each other. Thanks God l found a such friend in Melb =)

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Cute Simsimi!

Simsimi know me well lol.

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Busy day busy life

Short update:

OMG! Mid term test is coming! Time flies. 2nd month in Melbourne. I dun like Melbourne weather. 1 week hot and 1 week cold. I miss malaysia weather *sob sob*

This few days were really busy in study because of the mid term test. Busy doing pass year question and practice question. Most of my time is at library study with my friends. Today l bought all my food for next week coz l m not going to have time to do so. Tmrw l have to do my oral presentation. I chose a boring topic "how to get good result in exams". Really really boring but easy topic. I have finish prepared my draft. So nervous now. I wish l can skip that oral presentation XD. I commit all my works into God's hands. =)

My relationship with Boon back to normal. He back to "normal" again after l forgave him. Lol!!! Omg. He still like that. We have nothing to talk again? I know u r now busy in preparing ur oral presentation. After u finish ur oral pls find me then =( l wish u can find me urself. U can just say hi to me in FB. I will appreciate it. I know l m annoying =P

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Easter camp

Time flies. My holiday finish. All well, it's time for me to fight for the coming exams. *HOLIDAY MOOD OFF* l regret that l had bad bad mood during the whole holidays. My decision is back to my bf and continue my long distance relationship. Although it is very tough but l wish this is the right decision. Now l dun want to make him angry and trouble him in his study. He just finish his assignment and have his oral presentation abt international law next tuesday. As a gf l can understand his situation now. He start finding me by himself. I hope that he will continue like this. =)

Back to topic. I just came back from camp yesterday. This camp was AWEASOME! The pastor in charge was from Sibu. I like his talk because he likes to tell jokes that made the audience laugh non-stop and very interesting. His speech topic is about the challenge in world which is sex, power and money (SPM). I had same room with Shinn Shyan and church teacher Wendy. First day to camp we had bible quiz. I have totally forgot about the quiz and l didnt read it before l went to camp lol. But luckily my group partner was very smart in bible so we can answered it. Pheww...Second day we had station games. Song guessing, shaving game, quiz, drink milk by using baby milk bottle competition...We enjoyed ourself in games especially in body part games. We need to draw a paper on floor from station master and follow the instruction on the paper. Unluckily l got a 'head' and my partner got 'shoulder'. I knocked my nose on her shoulder. *Reindeer's nose* Omg!! So painful wuwuwu...T.T After that we played frisbee. This was my second time playing frisbee and they have a frisbee competition. I am in group with Ah Pao, Vincent, Sally and SK. I tried to defend and catch the frisbee. Quite fun and enjoy in game but we dun have enough time to play with. =( oh ya! The meals inside the camp was so delicious especially NASI LEMAK! Awww...l miss nasi lemak so much! I love sambal!! =P Thanks Shi Mu for cooking such a nice meal for all the camp =) Camp duration was quite short and l havnt start enjoy it! =( l miss the time in camp...

Thanks Leslie, Shinn Shyan, Wei Ling and Mandy for giving me advise in my relationship. Boy cannot focus on 2 different thing in one time. Maybe he cannot focus on my blablabla...l will do my best in my relationship. =)

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做一个善于倾听的伴侣，这是给伴侣最温柔的关注


爱无须借助浪漫和昂贵来体现，它存在于任何一个贴心的小细节。


爱情的成功与否不在于你有没有得到戒指，而是你有没有得到爱的成长。


无形的关心。没说出口不代表没放心上。但如果你的关心别人感受不到，那跟没有关心有什么区别呢?


如果矛盾一开始就被处理，就不会因为重复积累而最后爆发。

答案

你还是不知道为什么我生气
为什么
因为你根本就不在乎我所说的话
我已经跟你说了很多次我有一个blog，我会每天更新
看了就会知道我现在在想什么
为什么你一直在问你到底做错了什么
你自己没有来查当然什么都不懂咯
其实这个错已经很久了，只是我一直憋住
我们这段感情开始到现在，你有没有喜欢过我？
我很难猜透你现在在想什么
下一秒又在想什么
每次和你谈话你都很敷衍的回答
一两个星期没有讲话也无所谓
我看不到你对这段感情的在乎
最近跟你说话你就很敷衍的回答
我有发生了什么事情你你只会说oic
你知道oic和oh很伤人的吗
最伤的是你假装off9！
你不要以为我不知道
我跟你说话说到最后你一定会假装Off9然后自己玩自己的games不理我！
我很想得到你的在乎但是乎你还是这样
就算你现在知道该怎么做了
可能过了一会我开心了
你又回到当初这样不闻不问
你说你知道该怎么做也是假的
因为你始终还是会回到当初一样
我对这段感情已经很累了
我猜不透看不透
完完全全不能了解你为什么要这么做

可以告诉我为什么你要这样吗

从我们开始到现在
我一直都想做一个你心目中最好的女朋友
现在我觉得我做的好失败
失败到我真的不能原谅我自己
哭也没有用，我们的距离好远好远
你不能了解我的感受
我不能了解你为什么要这么做
我尽量不做对不起你的事，尽量避开你不喜欢的事
你说你不喜欢我说肉麻话我就不说
我给你机会，给你机会回来找我
我知道我mission failed
因为我真的放不下你
我怕我给你的两个星期是不够的
我怕这段感情随时会结束
这一年多来，你有没有真的喜欢过我？
还是你勉强不要我难过才在一起的
我这个女朋友当得很累很累
一心想做好一个女朋友的角色
却做得那么失败，我好失败。。。


这次我走开
再没有话要说出来
我不想再期待走下去
还能多精彩
我不了解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔强
可是我知道你
你为什么说谎
你说你还在
一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里
可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎
你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过
我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来
你说你还在
一分一秒也没走开
我想留在这里
可是这一切已太晚
我不能再像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂
你不必解释 你为什么说谎
你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过
我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来
你不能说我没有爱过
说我没等过难过
我也想说
也许能重来我却还是沉默
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来
你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪 怎么就流下来

Mission FAILED

More photo for Hanging Rock Trip =D {Thanks Jennifer and Samo for taking these photo}

Mission failed again. I miss him too much till l go and find him first. He didnt on9 for 4 days. I cant found him. I scare this relationship will break although l want to break it. Finally today he on9. I quickly said 'hi' to him. But the conversation stopped in 5 minutes. =( No topic to chat abt. Am l doing the wrong decision? Am l need to wait for him to find me? I dunno...l m such a stupid girl who wish this relationship will last longer. In one relationship only one person do all the work but another one didnt do anything will not last longer. I wish...he can find me instead of l find him myself. =(

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